* with patience and prayers,

i have been so ignorant.

daddy would have known what to say,

and daddy would have known what to do.



but He is truly the best planner,
subhanallah.

-----


my darling baby,

i know it's not going to be easy,
and i know whatever everyone else say would not resolve the situation that you perceive to be solely borne upon yourself. but you are not alone, and you never will be.


daddy used to recite in jemaah,

yaa'aiyuhal lazina'amanu's
ta'i nuubis'sobri was'sholaati
in'nallaaha ma'assobirin.
- Al' Baqarah: 153.



with patience and prayers, my dear,
sesungguhnya Allah Swt beserta orang2 yang sabar.


so hang tough, darling, you're smarter than what you think.


and i trust you'd know the brighter of your two.
insya'Allah.



in my prayers always,
muchlove,
*kakyah.

* then comes my fav pri five boy,

this shall be short.

not cause i love him any less, but cause it'l be a repetitive entry.
with a different name.

dedicated to a different person.


so here you go,
exclusively to my favourite pri five boy. =))


Friday, 22nd May 2009,

Happy Birthday HARUN baby.!!
=))))))) =))))))))) =))))))))


*hugs&kisses*




* cake-y love. =))



* harunbaby and gifts-staked robot, bday boy's creation. haha.



Sayang Semuanya,

*Kakyah.

* of my fav sec one boy,

this is a dedication,
to my favourite sec one boy.


i know daddy used to tell you that you're his favourite sec one boy, and im sure you still are. but i've decided that you're my favourite sec one boy too (and perhaps even mummy's.!), haha.

so here you go,
exclusively to my favourite sec one boy. =))


Saturday, 16th May 2009,

Happy Birthday MUSA baby.!!
=))))))) =))))))))) =))))))))

*hugs&kisses*



* the newly teenaged kid, with mummylove-baked cake-
he's one of this family's pride.




* birthday boy, beloveds and pizza surprise. =))




* his snap of wraps, haha chipmunk.





* them with self-invited maternal relatives, haha. muchthanks too.




* our love (and dad's) in heart,
that's your greatest gift dear. =)



my darling Musa baby,

for all the joys, and sorrows,
to come in your life,
know that Allah has always,
and will always be by your side.

just as well will the familylove daddy built for us be,
insya'Allah.

quoted from our wiseoldman,

"usaha tu wajib, keberhasilan tu hak tuhan."

so my dear, dear brother,
i pray for you,
as i did for abgdir aimah and harun,
success,
in chasing both dunia and akhirat.

amin, ya Rabbal'alamin.


Sayang Semuanya,
*Kakyah.